They say if you love 2 people at the same time, always choose the second. Because if you love the first enough, you’ll not love the second. But what if the first one is love itself? What if I never got to love again?
To be honest I’m afraid, I’m very afraid. I’m afraid that one day I will wake up and realize that I am able to love again. I’m afraid that one day I’ll love someone more than I’ve ever loved you. I’m afraid that I will get over you and I don’t know what to do.
There’s all kinds of love in the world and but never the same love twice. I know that I’ll never love anyone the way I love you. I miss you so much tonight.
I guess it’s time. It’s time for me to really let go. It’s time for someone else to experience what is being loved by you. It’s time for me to love someone new. I don’t know how long I will need to be ready for that. But I guess it’s time.
In the end I still choose you. Over a thousand times, I’d choose you.
Love forever and always,