Like a sleeping dragon,
those emotions are awoken again
Two days, twenty messages,
My emotions overwhelm
It’s like I progressed 100 steps ahead
only to be back at square one
it’s not bad nor upsetting
I’m just slightly off balanced again
My head won the battle this time
The fleeting solaces of my heart lies a possibility
that maybe just maybe,
the future we once dreamt of comes to life
even for a fraction of a second
somewhere in another universe
happy, together, forever
just like we always wanted
I’m so peaceful inside
yet those songs
stir a power of emotional force inside
Patience, girl. I tell myself.
I need more time
for my heart to settle in place
I am truly at peace,
everything is right where it needs to be
I just need a little more time
for my heart to truly be okay
I know after this rain,
it’s all sunshine ahead.
And I know getting through this rain is simply part of this process.
I’m waiting on the good times now.
One day,
I’ll be back in balance again
— Lisa T., Always Better